Jumpstyle Blogging....2am ramblings and the muddleness that is my brain // Welcome to the crazy journey that is my life
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Plans? what are your plan? what are you doing now? Questions people keep firing at me and the truth is …I don’t know…and my parents are doing a top job of making me feel as crappy about this fact as possible. I suppose they are trying to push me so I become somewhat more useful to society or whatever! BUT seriously, they lack tact, being forward is putting it mildly.
I am stressed as it is, trying to find work in a world that seems determined to reject me. I really don’t need my own mother telling me that I am supposed to have a degree why is it I don’t seem to be very bright….thanks for the support.
I was so set on the plan of doing a doctorate and getting a PhD…4 more years of my life sort…..no quite so in the end…funding falls through the floor quicker than a stone in a wet paper bag and *Puff* end of that idea (for now)
I would apologise for this blog once again being rather self centric and just me ranting about how rubbish my life is….but I can’t …I am annoyed and this is how I vent…its either this or I explode in some poor persons face or snap at the smallest thing and trust me that ain’t pretty.
so I do this instead, write a ventastic rant blog whilst blasting Rammstein at my ear drums…maybe I should listen to something more relaxing.
Anyway…Rapher’s future plans? hmmm 3 paths present themselves currently with varying degrees of probability… here comes a list…
1. Stay here in boring old here and get a job unrelated to degree because if I don’t get a job soon my mum will prob disown me and I need money and something to do.
2. follow life long dream of moving to Canada to either work or continue with my studies…this requires me to get a job both here and over there as it requires capital…I know a lot of people who would love for me to be in Toronto and one person who wants me to come to Vancouver and study at UBC with them. This plan involves ton of paper work and graft and stress and money …still liking the idea of doing postgrad study at U of T and it would be nice to be able to spend more with my relatives over there.
3. Join a teaching scheme to go to S.Korea for a year to teach …I am actually in stage 1 of the application process of this…I am liking this idea more and more…even if someone insists I only want to do it as a means of escape. Starting to think that staying in education was how I wanted to escape and that maybe I need to have a break from it…20 years is a long time…I love to travel and learn and this seems a great way to do both plus I know a certain someone who will be very happy to see me go there…just so that they can visit or at least thats what they claim…maybe they are trying to get rid of me. Nope they will visit, now they know the beer is SO cheap hehe.
Number 3 is looking most likely, however I require something to do between now and feb, ie I NEED A JOB. one that pays….I can very easily go back to my volunteering job … shall see what happens I guess currently waiting on the outcome of 3 more job applications *fingers crossed* eh?
~Rapher xo
